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28
Sep
08

Amputee

Last night’s dreams were very realistic. I was in some sort of training camp in a post apocalyptic era. The world had begun to rebuild and new governments were forming. The training camp I was in was for a military compound where I was a “drill sergeant”, if you will.
It was a stormy night, with lightning striking the ground every two to three seconds, and I was standing on a terrace overlooking a valley, watching the storm.
But besides the thunder, there were other loud noises. The sounds of missiles whistling across the sky and striking the ground, almost drowned out by the lightning. A man standing next to me saw the explosions, and asked me what they were. I calmly explained to him that these were part of a training exercise and there was nothing to be concerned about. A new missile prototype. 
shift
I was now standing in an armory, where all of the compounds’ weapons were stored. Rifles, Machine guns, mortars and rockets. They ranged from all sizes and weight, but were all designed for one thing. To destroy.
Suddenly there was a loud crashing sound and I ran towards the source. In one of the bays, a young recruit had dropped a missile from the forklift and another was pinned beneath it. The thing weighed almost a ton, and I could clearly his legs had been crushed beneath it. The cries that ensued from the man made the hair on the back of my neck stand. He almost sounded like… a pig squealing. 
I radioed for the medic squad to come down here immediately. Within three seconds the doors opened and two helpers arrived, running in to the aide of the pinned man. These two weren’t ordinary individuals. They were cyborgs, mostly machine and somewhat human. With ease, the two picked up the missile and placed it back on the forklift, and turned to the leg crushed man. I should say boy, he wasn’t much older than 18. His legs were ruined, and would need to be amputated and would most likely be fitted with machined legs. That’s what happened in this day and age; if you lost something, it was replaced. That’s what happened to the cyborgs. They were severely maimed and had lost all of their limbs and some of their torsos during battle. But now with their mechanical medical miracles, they were good as new. Better than new actually, since these parts were of the highest grade and would outlast their own lives. If they were to die, the parts would be recycled to the next person that needed them. For some reason this made me think of playing with Lego’s when I was a child.
I followed the helpers to medical and began to watch the entire process of the leg replacement. With as much blood as the recruit had lost and the pain he was in, I was surprised he was still awake. This one would be a great soldier.
What remained of his legs were completely numbed so he would not feel the process. Within three more seconds the crushed and maimed parts of his legs were severed from his body, and the arteries and vessels were temporarily sealed and rerouted. The machine legs would not require blood, only his nerve fibers. Watching this process was like watching one of those robot arms build a car, from long ago. The machines fixing him were exact, precise, with no room for error and thus never made one. Next the ultra light-weight replacement legs came in and they were positioned in front of his. The recruit, no longer in pain, watched with amusement. 
A machine re-opened the sutures on his stumped legs and exposed the bone. Next, bringing the new leg towards the bone it began to apply a sort of liquid metal, almost like mercury. But once it came in contact with the bone and the metal femur it began to harden. First it soaked partly into the bone and then it solidified, doing the same with the bio-metal leg. Then the machine opened his damaged thigh the rest of the way and began to wrap the remaining skin around the new leg, and followed this by injecting another liquid around the seams. This is where the magic really happened. This liquid had thousands of nanites, each programmed to read the signals travelling through the nerve endings, and then place those nerves appropiately where they needed to be on the bio-metal leg. During this process the recruit had to flex different parts of his lower legs (even though it’s not there, you still remember how) and the nanites did their thing. One leg done, in 10 minutes. The recruit sat in amazement as he watched his new toes flexing while the machines did the same to his other leg. When he could put clothes on again, no one would be able to tell. And the metal used in these limb replacements were undetectable, so he wouldn’t set off alarms everywhere he went. 
I heard something metal clink and I looked down. My right hand had bumped into a steam pipe, resulting in the metallic noise. My hand was replaced too. It moved and responded just like a real hand, but I couldn’t feel anything with it. That process hadn’t been entirely perfected yet. That had it’s good points too. If the recruit were to be shot in the legs, he would never feel it. He would keep going, being able to complete his mission and be repaired later if need be.
The young man on the operating table turned his head towards me, behind the glass, and smiled. I smiled at the corner of my mouth and saluted him, with my machined hand.
shift
My hand was bleeding profusely. Wait, didn’t I have a mech-hand? No, this was a different setting. There was no borg-esque technology here. I looked at my hand again and saw that my the tip of ring finger had been almost completely crushed. Great! I thought. Now what? But I found I was already sitting in some doctors office with my hand in front of me on a table, ready to be operated on. What a drag. What would my girlfriend think? Wait, what girlfriend? I have one? I shook my head. I watched as the doctor began to remove the maimed parts of the finger and I began to hear a beeping. Deep in my subconcious I knew what this meant. But I didn’t want to leave. And my brain really didn’t give two shits about it either. I began to wake up to my phone beeping and vibrating. 
Sigh. 
09
Nov
07

Another night in dreams

I sure do love the meds I’m on, I’m dreaming like never before.

Last night was a cacophony  of events and places again, only a few of which I remember. One in particualar was me as some sort of knight. The realism of the battle sequence would put “The 300″ to shame.

It was dark in the day, without a single hint of blue in the sky. The very ground was a marsh of mud and blood. My sword cut, stabbed and dismembered everything in its path. Often times it would get stuck in the bone of my foes and I would have to kick them to dislodge their disfigured bodies from my blade. I was death incarnate, the very one to deliver you to your place of choosing. . . as soon as I got done slicing you open. Shoulder to shoulder I was with my comrades, amazingly never once injuring them in my wild but surgical swinging of my sword. Blood and grime cover me from head to toe, my teeth showing in my continuous battle roar, my eyes filled with hate for the slime I dispatched before me. Many times my foe tried to strike me, but only miss, having already impaled them before their stroke was even completed. I was master of this battle.

shift

I’m lying on my back in a wide tent. My tent. My lieutenants are standing all around me. I feel much older. I look down and I’m bleeding profusely from my gut and several other places. Apparently, I was no longer master of the battlefield. My wounds cannot be healed. A man is before me with a gleaming blade, and I look at him with understanding, nodding my head. He raises the blade high. . .

shift

In this new dream I was in modern times, with a friend. I cannot remember her name, as in the dream she did not have one. She was completely fictional, and the things we did together as well.  We  ran down streets and fields of  fog, and tried to take pictures of each other with cheap cameras. I grabbed on to end of a chain link fence and because it was loose it swung me around to and fro. Then my alarm clock went off.

end

29
Oct
07

Transport System and death.

Last night was strange. I dreamt of two components which are very interesting.

I am in the Navy again (shudders), but in the future. On one particular base, theres a strange new transportation system which deals completely with these one man pods. These pods are put on rails and you get shot down the rail at high speeds, then you get to a transfer station where you are handed off to a nother rail. Think of a pinball machine. Sometimes you have to wait for a pod to become available, and when you get one, you promptly step inside, the small door closes behind you as you have a seat and when you press the button, off you go! Other than that button, the entire machine seems to have a mind of its own. Occasionally the rail system will sometimes just end and your shot through the air at a great velocity only to land inside another rail… these launches are guided by magnetic systems as to prevent any mishaps. But in my dream of course, I had a mishap, where I promptly fell out of the rail system and got dunked into a public pool. I got out of my pod and proceeded to swim out. I was wearing some sort of uniform which probably has something to do with the futuristic Navy. . .

So I had paused at writing this up until now and now I can’t remember the rest of my dream. ‘Till next time.

- Posted by MobiBlogr from mobile phone.

23
Oct
07

Lots of strange dreams

Ever since I started my new meds for my heart, I’ve had some pretty crazy dreams. Long drawn out dreams with colorful displays of events. I’ve realized that this because the medication lowers my heart rate significantly, and in so doing actually allows me to sleep a deeper and more restful night. Im going to try and start logging my dreams a bit more here so I can start getting a pattern again…

- Posted by MobiBlogr from mobile phone.

22
Aug
07

Chasing the killer.

A cruiseship out in the middle of nowhere. Swells crash into the side of the ship and I enjoy the spray of the sea. Its relatively cool out. I try to enjoy myself, but I have a mission to complete. I’m to kill another assassin. An assassin like me. I spend days trying to find him on the ship but he eludes me, ever so carefully. If he knows I am after him, why doesn’t he kill me?

Frustration angers me and I double my efforts searching for him. The cruiseship is huge, and filled with people.

Then I do see him, finally, and he sees me, across the wooden deck by the swimming pool late at night. We have found one another.

In the blink of an eye he has gun drawn and trained on me, while I at the same time have already released three rounds in his direction. One of the rounds clips his ear and he cries out and ducks behind a stainless steel bar table. I run around the pool to finish him off when I suddenly find myself ducking behind a wall when his rounds rip through the air near my chest. (I have been shot at in real life in the Military, so my dreams are very vivid in these details) I hear him run away and disappear. And I very carefully make my way back to my quarters.

Jump

I’m riding on a bus in some foreign city and I see the killer get on at the next stop. He doesn’t see me as he walks past me to sit a few rows behind. I wait until the bus is moving again and I deftly spin around in my seat while pulling several throwing knives from my jacket sleeves and I let loose one, two and three of them right into the chest of my target. They plunge deep into his lungs with sickening thumps.

But, as this was a dream, he wasn’t quite dead yet and he threw his own knives at me. I had to duck back behind my seat and a couple of knives potruded through the cushions. Impossible! I though to myself. This is not how it was supposed to be.

And as I began to drift back into consciousness I thought to myself that next time I would aim for his head.

End

- Posted by MobiBlogr from mobile phone.

22
Aug
07

No updates so far…

Haven’t really had any dreams of late. Im going to keep trying to remember them so I can record them naturally. Not the easiest thing to do when first waking up.

- Posted by MobiBlogr from mobile phone.

14
Aug
07

So this is going to be my Dream Journal

I’ve made this subdomain for the simple reason of keeping a journal of my dreams. Mainly for keeping track of key elements that re-occur again and again in my dreams.

- Posted by MobiBlogr from mobile phone.